His name is Erica without the "A"

For those of you that don't know the amazing creature I call the love of my life...here is a rundown on him............
When you meet him try to figure out a way to hate him and I promise the only reason you will be able to come up with is that he has me:). It won't matter if he knows you or not he will make sure you know his name and he will do his best to talk to you and make you feel comfortable. Depending on how many people are there and his surroundings you may become his only objective accept for me of course! I know that I am his #1 and he will never make me feel otherwise if it is in his control.
Ok. So he has this ridiculous obsession with sound. I mean I love music but that isn't even part of what I am talking about. He listens to every flutter in the microphone, every technical error or detail. If we are in church I know he is concentrating on the feedback from the microphone. Where does this come from you ask? You would think he had major A.D.D. issues or something but this all comes from his job. Its alot of 14 hour days, early mornings and late nights but after 14 hours at work he can still come home with a grin on his face...I know that if I spent 14 hours on any one thing besides being with him...I would not be a happy person. So despite their are downfalls about his job...it makes him happy, which makes me happy...oh and did I mention it got me backstage to the Kelly Clarkson concert. BONUS!!!
I could accidently kill a guy and Eric would help me hide the body. No matter what he is always supportive and always is the one to give me a hug when I am feeling down.
For those of you who know me, know I have a red personality. I can be stubburn, difficult, and all of they above! Eric is furthest from a red personality....he is calm, laid back, and so we even each other out like frosting does to cake. You can't have frosting without cake and you can't have cake without the frosing in my opinon.
When it comes to religion he is in a place very similar to me. He knows it is true but that doesn't change the fact that he struggles and faces issues everyday, just like me. He is always there to help me with my struggles and if he has helped me with anything it has been giving me a bigger testimony than I have ever had on ETERNITY!
I want this boy forever in my life. Not the forever that it feels like when it is a couple of hours before Christmas is here and you get to see what santa claus brought. That is a very long "forever" though. I am not talking about the "forever", Happily ever after you see in movies. I'm talking about the Forever, eternity, Families can be together forever....the "forever" that you only get with the Church.
When I think of our future I don't think of a white pickit fence with the percect garden. I see a struggle to afford anything but things at garage sales for a long while. I see two dogs...both bigger dogs...getting into the trash and me threatening to get rid of them even though I adore them. I see myself going deaf because I am trying to supportive of his dream. I see flaw. and I love it!